MY STORY...

I do not know what i see,
I do not know how its going to be.
I close my eyes,
and i am drifted to the start.
My story begins,
as i pour it on this page from within.
I cherished each day,
as in front of me those pages lay.
The school was fun,
so were the summer's sun.
Playing till dusk,
and leaving homework undone.
The childhood fantasies,
and the late-teen parties.
All puts a smile,
on my face awhile.

I turn the pages,
and the story moves on...

The dreams built on,
as castles in the sky.
Never halting on,
and aiming so high.
Loosing some love,
and making new chums.
All sores my heart,
as time did us apart.

I turn the pages,
and the story moves on...

From broken dreams,
to broken hearts.
It still feels so fresh,
as i read again and again from the start.
From then till now as i strode,
It has brought me to a new crossroad.
I do not know what i see,
I do not know how its going to be.
I close my eyes,
and pray to Thee.
Write my story,
Turn my page.
Mend the dreams,
and blend the hearts.
You are my storyteller,
make my story a bestseller !!!

BEYOND THE DOOR.....

Had closed all doors,
long back i suppose.

Made a promise to my soul,
there are things i would never disclose.

Never pitied myself,
though crammed my life from within.

Taught myself to see my life,
behind that door was subtle and serene.

Fought myself to close my lids,
as the rays from the keyhole fell on my eyes.

Afraid as i was,
to face ahead the world that lies.

Thought to step out in the world a while,
beyond that door everything was facile.

Caught the spirit of life within,
pushed the door to let the sun step in.

Now i walk past beyond the threshold,
and accept the changes that life brings.

Spread my arms towards the world,
and welcomed wholly the southerly winds...

SMOKE OF THE PAST...

You walked along my path,
i thought you were walking with me.

Your voice was muffled amongst the crowd,
i thought you called my name aloud.

You whizzed past ahead of me,
i stood there waiting for you to look back.

You would never hurt a soul i believed,
i did let you hurt me indeed.

You make way in my life again,
it has been ages since then.

You would never feel the way i do,
beneath the smile,the pain is subdue.

You make pieces fall in place again,
i travel the memory lane to trace you in fain.

You make me want to dream again,
i try to walk away in vain.

You would never know how long the pain lasts,
but i would not mist my eyes now from the smoke of the past.

MY ANGEL !!!

HE sent me an angel,
An angel who blessed me with life.

It watched me when i crawled,
and helped me through each fall.

It taught me stories of the stars and the moon,
and i would slip into slumber rather quiet soon.

It caught my tears,
and drove away all my fears.

It is my north star,
and guides me through,be it however far.

It showers me with love and care,
and unmatched affection is all that it bares.

It runs in my blood ,
and lives in my heart.

I wish and pray ,
that we may never be apart.

My angel is my mother,
and could be no one other.

Today i make the purest confession,
My angel is my priceless possession.

So i wish upon the highest star,
May the greatest blessings be showered upon her!!!

BE A LEGEND !

Alone he came in this world,
He treads his path alone.
He does not have luck in galore,
He does not miss it anymore.

He says he's there in you for sure,
'A struggler' he is, did you know ?

Alone he crosses the desert so vast,
He treads his path all along so fast.
He never lets the wind stop him,
The mirages never dare to dodge him.

He says he's there in you for sure,
'A survivor' he is, did you know ?

Alone he swims the ocean so wide,
He treads his path against the tide.
He never stifles under the waves,
Victory is all, for what he craves.

He says he's there in you for sure,
'A winner' he is, did you know ?

Alone you came in this world,
You struggle through your way alone.
Alone you survived all odds,
You fought and won your battle alone.

You know You Can, if u think for sure,
'A legend' you can be, do you know ?

SWEET PAIN.....

I see you with my eyes closed,
I hear you in my silence.
I feel you in my solitude,
I dream of you in the darkest night.

The clock has circled a million times,
The sun & moon played their games all the while.
They said time would heal all,
Still i remember only you and none of them all.

Pinning on my favorite drug,
Your memory still gives my heart a thud.
Lost myself in tranquility,
This sweet pain has become a necessity....

CHILDHOOD DAYS !!!

I saved it in my hands,
so tightly in my fist.
The gripping fingers let go the sand,
I watched it happen so swift.

It was my childhood,
so secure in my clinch.
As now it makes me sit and brood,
I swear i had never felt so nostalgic.

The sunny summer days,
or winter morning blues.
Remember the chirpy innocent laughter,
and the mischievous childhood plays.

With joy we made the castle of clay,
and strengthened it with love and care.
Till waves came on the shore,
We witnessed its rampage as it tore.

Ever since i learned that lesson,
and chided myself from believing in eternity.
Still today i hope audaciously,
my childhood days would touch me with serendipity.....

DREAM AGAIN....

The dawn has broken,
and given us the light.

The shimmering sun,
is floating in the sky.

New hopes,new dreams,
or maybe a desire within.

May it take my vision,
where my eyes meet the horizon.

I want to dream again,
dream again with a child's innocence.

I want to shun away,
shun away all the cynicism.

I want to set my mind free,
and make my spirit infinitely boundless.

Let me embrace the light today,
and curb away the darkness.

THE BRIDE

The bells are now tinkling,
on her ankles, they are hanging.

The bangles are now jingling,
on a rhythm, they are singing.

Drapes herself in deepest crimson,
she blushes the colour of setting sun.

Lifting up her kohled eyes,
she saw ahead her dream that lies.

With trembling hands and weakened knees,
she moves ahead to reach the altar.

Her glistened eyes that shone so bright,
has struck all with an amazing aura.

The pious vows that fell from her lips,
has changed her life for ever and ever.

She's a woman, She's a bride,
tonight she shines with a gleaming pride.

PEACE

The mortal within is dieing ,
the dreams have charred away.

The faces look so dreary,
they have lived their lives a painstaking way.

I feel i am loosing,
loosing myself away.

This night seems the longest ,
as i wait to see the day.

A million faces, a million lives ,
where do i stand amidst this crowd.

With pious prayers , on scarlet lips ,
each look saint,their vices in a shroud.

With arms open i stand here ,
the winds gushing away like whips ,

i may not be an angel today,
but that makes me no lesser proud.

I do not wish to hide today,
a single trait from You Oh'Lord!

Bless me now,or punish me for my deeds ,
it would be nothing but eternal bliss.

For You are there with me indeed ,
gives me nothing but sheer peace !

WINGS TO FLY

Give me wings to fly,
and no more a reason to cry.

Maybe a chance to prove,
and give it one last try.

Give me power to bear,
and stop me from nothing to dare.

Maybe a chance to stare,
in my destiny's eyes from here.

Give me faith so strong,
and let not my miseries prolong.

Maybe a chance to build on,
the zeal that sets me on.

Give me wings to fly,
in the deep dark sky.

Give me wings to fly...
Give me wings to fly...